a long one.

I've always kept quiet when people start with their political debate. Cause I know whatever I say wont win either side. One thing that I was never interested in was Malaysian politics. Or so any country's political issues.

But I've always opened up my mind to read what ever everyone has to say. Well, everyone has their say in everything.

But I'm surprised. And hurt as well the fact that the situation in Sabah is being provoked by all this political sides blaming each other. The real issue wasn't even who conspired it in the first place. We had fallen heroes. Life was taken away. Husband , a father, a child, and love was taken away. Why even bother to put the blame on each other. Why not join forces now to show that all mattered to you was protecting our country? I've lost faith in both now.

Find this entry emotional cause I cried my heart out when I watched the live coverage of when the cascades was flown back to Subang. To see the family in that situation. Cause our country have always been safe. Despite the political drama and desperate criminals, I still feel safe walking around on my own in a mall, or some random street cause I trust the fact that our current or future government (whomever it might be) will keep our country safe.

This topic have been a neverending topic in conversations with my office mates and friends when I meet them in court. To be honest I wake up in the middle of the night, refresh news or any twitter feed hoping, praying that all this 'cold war' have ended.

I cried too looking at the pictures of the so called 'terrorists' that we're pointing fingers at. Some of them were probably 60 years old? They have a family back in their country too. I wondered. I wondered why , how, did they chose to do this. Only a sick person would not have the 'belas kasihan' feeling looking at this situation. As much I want them to caught and put on trial to be fair for our country and for the fallen heroes.... Id still want them to be deported home safe in one piece back to their family. Because they're our brothers too. They're Muslims too.

It saddened me even more reading how the media twist everything and made us look like criminals. How they want us to be put on trial for the decisions our government made against the intruders. If they feel what they're claiming is true in the first place, why not say that when they decided to hop on the boat and threatened our friends in Sabah? Take it to the court then?

I am actually surprised myself I'm actually writing this here. My prayers for both my country and the Philippines.



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