jodoh?

walawey.  lama-nya tak post. I think my last post was on my Taipei trip. Itu pun short & malas. I missed buka puasa 'iftar' entries and raya entries? Takpe raya kan sebulan. /skipping raya post right now as well/

Ok. This entry is going to be bahasa-jiwa-bangsa sikit. Sebab kadang-kadang luahan hati macam lagi best kalau bahasa kebangsaan kita. *cue lagu bahasa jiwa bangsa. Tapi to be honest at times cause you read too much novels to express how you feel in English also makes more sense.

Okay. back to the real story. Oh lupa.

So yeah. Jodoh. Tu dia. Musim. Orang kahwin. Regardless, cousins, friends, close friends (since most of my besties are married). Jodoh?

Soalan yang saya dah soal kat diri sendiri sekian lama. Bukan apa , kadang-kadang rasa macam eh bestnye dah kahwin. Tapi at the same time, nasib baik tak kahwin lagi boleh pergi holiday. Tapi bila balik rasa macam kosong. Sebab at the end of the day I wanted to tell all the stories to someone. And gila bosan cerita dekat kawan yang in the end cakap 'Wey untung kau,pergi holiday. Banyak duit kau. Kaya betul kau'. And funny, what I wanted to share was the super duper awesome trip and not how much I spent on it.

Bila cerita orang tanya 'so total berapa kau habis' 'serious?' 'KAYA GILA KAU'. FYI, its not about kaya or not. You pandai budget, you plan your trip, you save up for your trip.

Okay back to the real entry. Kan best kalau your lifetime partner ada pakai nametag on them saying 'you're mine' atau your name is written on his name tags. things like that. So dapat save time sikit nak 'mencari' tu.

Tapi......... jodoh tu kan rahsia Allah. 

At the same time most of them going 'Farah awak ingat dia nak jatuh atas riba tiba-tiba. Kalau tak cari jawapannya pun tak ada'.

Lol-ing to this.

Meanwhile, 'Farah! awak kan selalu pergi court. Pergilah berkenalan. 'Hai saya single' Kalau tua. 'Hai, is your son single?'.

My friends watch too much drama.

But yes, tak usaha tak jumpa. At this stage, I just want to meet someone. While everyone says, enjoy life now. I think at this stage, I enjoyed life. And I want to meet that someone. Kadang-kadang rasa macam nak cakap dekat ayah ibu 'Okay, this is my deadline. If by 28 Lisa tak kahwin. Please carikan.' Tapi tapi tapi.......benda ni tak terkeluar langsung. Haha.

Kadang-kadang bila kawan-kawan offer 'Farah, nak kenalkan dekat you kawan I' Meanwhile saya *senyum malu-malu kucing 'Eh tak payah lah........ tak naklah' sedangkan dalam hati 'nak nak nak' tapi malu. haih tu lah dia. malu. So kawan-kawan kalau saya poyo cerita pasal jodoh lagi.......jangan layan ok.

So motif entry ni? Jodoh itu milik Allah. InsyaAllah saya akan jumpa awak satu hari nanti. Maybe not now. Maybe not today. Maybe esok. Maybe lusa, tu kan rahsia Allah. ;)