[Daily ramblings] Theres no perfect ending.

This happens.

When you cant fall asleep like you always do and ends up being wide awake at 1.00 AM.

Your thoughts runs.

Your brains literally just hops on a bike and starts cycling. Literally to nowhere. It runs and runs and runs.

Like how you're watching a good movie, like fucking good movie then halfway through it suddenly hits reality and suddenly it's the worst movie ever. Like how everything is suddenly all bullshit.

Or how suddenly your brain is like a sponge or maybe even a spring that it wont stops.

And then you just cant stop thinking.

I heard my parents whispering earlier. I know they were talking about me. Cause of course I'm the only one at home, doing the dishes. i'm at this point of my life that I dont want to disappoint them. May it be with my career. May it be with my life. I know at this age theyre expecting a lot from me. And I know theyre trying their best not to say anything.

Oh God, if only everything is that easy.

If only meeting someone is that easy.

If only falling in love is that easy.

So yes, your thoughts runs. Or maybe cycle. Oh I dont know....